You are sitting at your desk, your throat clenched. You heard the rumours, and you can't help but wonder if your phone is going to buzz at the same time half of your teams' will. You may be thinking about the bathroom renovation you've been planning. The Aspen ski break you feel like you deserve. Which you do. You think of the cheers you received from your friends when you got your shiny new job. You wonder about the career trajectory you envisioned on your first day.